Sun May 21, 2023 3:25 pm
All good points and clear thinking there.
I kind of believe what we want is what we invest our time and resources in. We just don't always realize it.
Your dad enjoyed work, being with the customers and crew in the field. It's why he hired an estimator- he didn't want to be in the office estimating- and he phucking enjoyed that for a helluva good long run, sounds like he provided a GREAT life for his family, and has his son for his best friend.
In the end, on a "family values" measure, any business is worth less than the time you get to spend with a good dog.
If he was interested in "business values" he'd have invested in the succession, marketing, etc.
The end is typically the time we measure what we don't have, there's no "tomorrow", and after a lifetime we can feel there should be a pot of gold at the end. Retire from a job and the company gives you a picnic, gold watch, and goes back to work next week. Quit your business and you have the turn the key a last time.
When I shuttered a business I had started i had a bit of cleaning to do. I'd hung the sheetrock, had slept in this place trying to meet production schedules, had employees that would work and get me a day off.... and then one day I was about to sweep it out for the last time. My chest seized up. Couldn't breathe. Just stood there for a minute feeling a huge weight in my chest. I let go of the broom, just let it drop to the floor, and walked the phuck out the door. Didn't even lock it. Just left. Called the guy on site that took care of the other tennants and told him I had a $100 for him to finish the cleaning and I'll mail the keys with it. And never went back.
But after a good night of self-pity drinking and a sunrise, I still had my wife, kids, and desire to work.
For your dad, the Town Baseball team needs someone that can swing a hammer and build a batting cage. There's a family that lost a child too soon and they need hands/experience to erect a play set at the City park. The hardware store needs someone that knows WTF they're talking about and can show some kid with his first house how to fix a toilet and sharpen a chainsaw blade. And when all that's done, he can grab a 12-er, a fishing boat, and go fishing. Life's amazing if we let go of the stress we've come to *believe* we need. Somewhere we think that all that BS is what our value is, yet it's never the thing we SAY we want.