lanyard wrote:Common is the only reason to listen to KFAN.
Fish Felon wrote:If I had a gun present....I think I'd do it right now. I thought about hanging myself but that just seems terrible. Why would anyone ever hang themselves or slit their wrists? It'd be so fukcing dumb to end it any other way than simply putting a shotgun barrel in your mouth, make sure it's angled right so it'll take the top/back of your head off and....
BOOM! Lights Out
I know without any doubt that it'll be just like turning off the lights.....just like flipping a switch and it's over. No pain, no thinking, just nothing......blissful nothing....like going to sleep and not having to wake up.....just peaceful blackness like what exists in deep sleep.
I seriously think if I had a 12ga laying around right now I'd do it.....I'm fairly confident. I used to stick a shotgun barrel in my mouth during college quite a bit but I never had the balls to pull the trigger, but then again....maybe it wasn't the lack of balls, maybe it was the presence of hope. I still had dreams of being a happy, productive, and normal person back then......that's no longer the case.
Yeah, there are occasional blissful moments....like being with my gal, but I don't really see it ever going anywhere.....it can't really.....
I honestly think if I had a shotgun I'd end it right now........and I'm not sure if I'm thankful I don't have a shotgun right now or if that's something that's upsetting.......talk about a conundrum............
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