Stute Slap wrote:Pretty much why I quit drinking. Not only did the physical hangover become unbearable, but what is even worse is the "mental hangover". Feelings of guilt, remorse, etc. Not sure where it comes from but here it is. But remember, it's kinda like when Neo grabs that cookie from the Oracle - you start to feel better with time, and at some point you look back and laugh.
Yeah, I think I'm going to try to quit.....again.....yet again.....might as well give it another shot.
I've been able to quit for months at a time. Once I quit for over a year, almost a year and a half, and it was probably the happiest and most productive period of time in my life. By far really. I didn't take any drugs at all.....not even an aspirin or a tylenol.....was able to quit smoking.......didn't even take caffeine for the first four or five months. So I did take caffeine during most of that period, but other than that? Nothing.
I'll spend a week drinking lots of water, eating healthy......I made a veggie platter to watch TNF this past week....and I'll feel great.....just phenomenal.
Yet for some reason then I'll go and get just fukcing hammered. To where I look out the window to see if my car is outside, and it is, and it'll have a new giant dent in it and will be driving horrendously......needs an alignment.....will have brush and shit hanging out from underneath it and be covered in dirt from off-roading or something......and I'll have no recollection as to how any of those things happened to it.......how or where I went....yeah........